When life is sweet, say thank you and celebrate. And when life is bitter, say thank you and grow.

Shauna Niequist

Just what I needed to hear today. In fear of everything that’s going on right, I always fear it being taken away somehow. Anxiety never sleeps in this house….

(Source: thresca)

what i wish happened today after i found out about my internship and paris……………….. why can’t i just have my moment to be as fabulous as this?!?!

There is nothing greater and more beautiful than realizing that it wasn’t me who took me where I am today, but it was ALL God and Him working in my life that got me to where I am today. I can only give thanks and praise to Him for everything, especially today. I got to experience so much joy and love and support from friends and family through this day alone. It’s such a beautiful thing to witness that God is working in my worthless life. I know that I am selfish and I know that I only turn to him when the cards are in my hands, but He is still faithful. In this moment, all I want to do is praise and be joyous in His presence.

I know that these words only come out of my mouth when I get my way and I understand that I will most likely turn away when He takes it away, but I trust that in this new light, I will come to accept that He is who I have to trust forever, in every moment……. offer up my life to someone who knows how make better use of it. That’s trust, and I will learn to trust Him more.

                                                                                                              -Pat

Can’t I just use… Don’t think about what this is, but just seize the moment and take it for whatever it may be. I don’t care about the consequences. Just come here and we’ll be nameless. Unidentified. It’s not “who knows what this is going turn out to be?” and anticipate the future, but it’s less complex.. more complex? steady.. but not? It just…….. is…………..

Colson Whitehead, The Colossus of New York

Stop This Train (cover) // John Mayer

one of my favorite songs done right

‘And I myself will be a wall of fire around it,’ declares the LORD, ‘and I will be its glory within.’

Geoffrey Johnson

Beyond my own thoughts, there is something else that thinks the same way as I do. It’s sounds magical and yes, it is a magical reality. You cross a song,  a passage, a piece of art, something in the stars… and poof ! , it’s thinking the same thoughts as you are. The two click for a minute and there’s a moment where you know you’re not alone in this world, no matter how bizarre you’re thoughts have come. Crossing that moment will never be forgotten because you see the representation of your bizarre heart and mind.

Jeanette Winterson, Oranges Are Not the Only Fruit

this song would make me that much more happier if there was someone to 좋아

I know I’m over it when that song comes on and I feel nothing… It’s a good feeling

knowing that I’m Your desire

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